Blah Weekend

1. Wash 3 loads of laundry (2 machine wash, 1 hand wash)
2. Vacuum the house and carpet
3. Mop the house
4. Scrubbed and washed both the bathrooms
5. Washed up the pots and plates from breakfast
6. Changed my bedsheets

ARRRgggghhh...my day of rest turned into one of unrest! And today my shoulders feel as though they are going to fall of any moment. I have just one question...Why does the weekend seem so short always.

I Dont Like Housework!

Useless

I am just a useless being taking up space on earth.
I have no aim.
I cause grieve to others.
I am of no use to anyone.

Why am I alive?
My existance is as good as null.
I am a total waste.
I hate me.

FRUSTRATED

Sometimes live just seems to be a never ending rut of hopelessness....

Day going wrong

You know its one of those days when you know that nothing is going to be right. When you step into the office and your boss screams at you saying that a shipment is being botched up and there is nothing anyone can do about it. When you pick up the phone and everyone just screams at you as well. When you trip on the bloody rug on the floor and twist your ankle so bad it hurts even when you keep it still and you cannot go home to rest the ankle because there is so much work to do. Nope, my day is just not going right at all.
It is one of those days. I just dread to think what more disasters will follow...

Lots of things

Lots of things have happened of late. I do not know where to start, and when I do start, I am not going to be able to stop.

Most days I feel like a round peg trying to fit into a square. I am still very confused as to what I want to find myself doing in 10 years time. Many would be surprised with this confession of mine, but it is the plain truth. I am just wading blindly through the dark trying to find a rope to hold on to.

I have no idea what I want or what I want to do. And it is so scary sometimes. For all of my 24 years, I have just floated aimlessly from one thing to another in the hopes of finding my forte one day. I am still floating and my goal doesnt seem anywhere nearer than before.

What my birthdate means

Hehehehe....

Your Birthdate: May 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

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